Thank you for your replies, I love this site because whenever you feel low you can guarantee it won't be long before someone hears your cry and responds, lots of support on here
Thank you Jane for your ideas, I do have an iPod so thats a great idea keeping that near by bed at night, I never think of these things! Didn't think of calling NRAS either, i always feel such a nuisance whenever i call my Nurse who is also the NRAS organiser for that area, i was say sorry to disturb you! Such a worrier!
i've just called in sick at work, my boss seemed ok, doesn't help i was off in May for a week with a RA flare

but what can we do.
Jane i hope you recover soon from your op, blimey theres me moaning, you must be in a lot of pain, sorry
Take Care
Love Lou xx
I love people who can make you smile even when you do not feel like smiling. x